
“For everyone to whom much is give, of him shall much be required.” KABOOM! How about that for a Jesus kick to the chest? Now I don’t know about you, but when I take a step back from the canvas of my life to see more clearly all that I have been given, the requirements from the Almighty seem to hit me like a ton of bricks – no, they cut me like a two edged sword.
At the age of 26, I have been actively living my life for Jesus Christ for about two and a half years, and I am struck to the core by taking just a moment to acknowledge all that the Lord has blessed me with (mercy, truth, the Church, community, love, family…did I mention His mercy??). I mean the list goes on and on – literally!
As I write these words, I am sitting before our Eucharistic Lord at the Divine Mercy Shrine in Stockbridge, Massachusetts. As I ponder many of the countless blessings the Lord has bestowed upon me in my lifetime, the greatest of those – by far – is His never-ending Divine Mercy. Before looking at what Divine Mercy is, let’s start with mercy itself. Blessed Pope John Paul II calls mercy “love’s second name.” It’s a particular mode of love when it encounters poverty, injustice, suffering, and sin. Mercy is compassionate love. So, considering God is Love, and mercy is the highest form of love, God definitely loves me a whole heck of a lot!
I realize that none of us are worthy to have the incomprehensible King of the Universe enter under our roof, and He need only say “the word” and our souls shall be healed, but sometimes this basic fundamental fact of our Lord’s humility blows my mind! That The Infinite, The Most High, The Uncontainable…Mercy itself humbles Himself to dwell within this tiny earthen vessel is something no finite human mind can comprehend. As we consume Love and Mercy itself, His body saves us, His blood inebriates us, His fountain of water gushing forth and washes us clean. As I reverently approach this Eucharistic mystery in the celebration of the Sacred Liturgy, a memorial becomes powerfully tangible that we encounter our Crucified Lord hanging, sewn to a piece of wood, where His wounds are fresh and where the mockery and scoffing of the crowds is loud and clear. Love and Mercy itself looks up to his Father in heaven and says, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”
As I look back on my life through the eyes of my Savior I can feel him saying those same words, “Father, forgive him for he knows not what he does.” While this does pain me to see what my sins of commission have done to Jesus, I have come to see that it is my lack of trust at times that pierces His most tender and Sacred Heart the most. As Jesus dictates in the Diary of St. Faustina, “Distrust on the part of souls is tearing my insides. “ (Diary 50)
Trust in Jesus is the essence of Divine Mercy. Trust is a living faith. Trust is Faith, Hope, and Love put into action. Trust means that we agree to let God be God, instead of trying to be God ourselves. It means that we agree that God can write the script for our lives, instead of insisting on our own script. It means that we agree with the great pledge we make in the Our Father: “Your will [not mine] be done on earth as it is in heaven.” It means that even in our moments of agony we agree with the cry of Jesus in the garden, “Not my will, but yours be done.” (Lk 22:42)
I will end this reflection with a message prepared by Blessed Pope John Paul II for Divine Mercy Sunday (April 3, 2005), but was delivered as the Homily for the Mass for the repose of his soul as he expired on the Vigil. “As a gift to humanity, which sometimes seems bewildered and overwhelmed by the power of evil, selfishness and fear, the Risen Lord offers His love that pardons, reconciles and reopens hearts to love. It is a love that converts hearts and gives peace. How much the world needs to understand and accept Divine Mercy! Lord, who reveals the Father’s love by your death and Resurrection, we believe in you and confidently repeat to you today:”
“Jesus, I trust in you, have mercy upon us and upon the whole world.”







